Chaos and all its glory

Food for Thought

2011-02-05T13:02:00.002-06:00

"True doctrine, understood, changes attitudes and behavior. The study of the doctrines of the gospel will improve behavior quicker than a study of behavior will improve behavior."
--Boyd K. Packer, Ensign, May 2004, 79

I think that it is interesting that you can study the gospel and not only spiritually behave better, but physically behave better as well. The scriptures bring power to our lives in all areas....even our diets...especially our diets.

Food behavior and my Book of Mormon study correlating positively. Who would have thought that would happen?

Week 1 Down..Yeah, Really!

2011-02-04T09:52:00.002-06:00

Well, I am adjusting to the process with Weight Watchers online. I really struggled in some areas. I have learned that being home is not the right thing for my diet plan. I struggle to eat the right things. I cannot exercise when there is an inch of ice on the ground...now with 4 inches of snow on top of that.

But, I am down 3 pounds. Yay for me!

Here's to keeping on track.

Lost and Found

2011-01-31T15:00:00.003-06:00

Well, here we are in a new year with resolutions on our mind (well, at least those that we haven't already given up on). Nearly two years ago, I lost more the 20 pounds through exercise and controlling food consumption (No shock there).

Well, it looks like I've found them again. So, I am just laying it out there for all 3 readers of my blog. I signed up for another year at the gym. I signed up with the Weight Watchers Points Plus program online. I have recommitted myself to getting it together to feel better about me.

So, there you have it! I am no longer beating myself up about it...I'm just getting back "on the wagon" or should I say back on the treadmill/elliptical/stair climber/whatever. Wish me luck!!!

Red vs. Orange

2011-01-26T21:44:00.000-06:00

This is for my mom...Couldn't completely remove the orange, though. Hee, hee!

Date Night?

2011-01-26T21:39:00.000-06:00

One might wonder why Allen has a Starbucks coffee cup in his hands...Hot chocolate, I say!

Date night at the Kroger...Good times!

:-)

Ultimate Laziness

2011-01-26T21:38:00.000-06:00

I just couldn't resist snapping a picture of the ULTIMATE laziness moment...

Maybe this is why we have dings in the paint of our car...Hmmm...

Enduring is, in fact, really an endurance thing!

2011-01-16T13:25:00.003-06:00

"Enduring to the end, or remaining faithful to the laws and ordinances of the gospel of Jesus Christ throughout our life, is a fundamental requirement for salvation in the kingdom of God...Therefore, enduring to the end is not just a matter of passively tolerating life's difficult circumstances or "hanging in there." Ours is an active religion, helping God's children along the strait and narrow path to develop their full potential during this life and return to Him one day...Enduring to the end is a process filling every minute of our life, every hour, every day, from sunrise to sunrise. It is accomplished through personal discipline following the commandments of God."
--Dieter F. Uchtdorf, "Have We Not Reason to Rejoice?", Ensign, Nov 2007,.Pages 18–21

Every day. Every hour. Every minute. It is indeed accomplished as a disciple through discipline.

Wow. What a quote!

Right and Right Now

2011-01-15T11:16:00.003-06:00

Let's do these things because they are right, because they are satisfying and because we are obedient to the counsels of the Lord. In this spirit we will be prepared for most eventualities and the Lord will prosper and comfort us. It is true difficult times will come-- because the Lord has foretold them.

--Spencer W. Kimball, November 1977

So, when did I become a First Responder?

2011-01-13T20:51:00.004-06:00

As we approach the end of the 1st semester, I am again reminded of the fact that as much as I try to prepare these students for the reality that is going to be part of their lives soon, they just don't get it...

I feel so overwhelmed with the massive amount of grading and remediating that comes as students realize that they aren't going to pass for the six week period or even worse, the semester...

I guess it is forever the dilemma in my classroom....

On a good note, I have had several visitors over the past couple of weeks from past students. These students are a good reminder of why I do what I do...I. Must. Hang. In. There.

:-)

Tree of Life?

2010-12-30T20:32:00.001-06:00

"And it came to pass that I beheld a tree, whose fruit was desirable to make one happy.

And it came to pass that I did go forth and partake of the fruit thereof; and I beheld that it was most sweet, above all that I ever before tasted. Yea, and I beheld that the fruit thereof was white, to exceed all the whiteness that I had ever seen.

And as I partook of the fruit thereof it filled my soul with exceedingly great joy; wherefore, I began to be desirous that my family should partake of it also; for I knew that it was desirable above all other fruit."

-1 Nephi 8:10-12

If children live with...they learn...

2010-12-29T13:30:00.001-06:00

If children live with criticism, they learn to condemn.

If children live with hostility, they learn to fight.

If children live with fear, they learn to be apprehensive.

If children live with pity, they learn to feel sorry for themselves.

If children live with ridicule, they learn to feel shy.

If children live with jealousy, they learn to feel envy.

If children live with shame, they learn to feel guilty.

If children live with encouragement, they learn confidence.

If children live with tolerance, they learn patience.

If children live with praise, they learn appreciation.

If children live with acceptance, they learn to love.

If children live with approval, they learn to like themselves.

If children live with recognition, they learn it is good to have a goal.

If children live with sharing, they learn generosity.

If children live with honesty, they learn truthfulness.

If children live with fairness, they learn justice.

If children live with kindness and consideration, they learn respect.

If children live with security, they learn to have faith in themselves and in those about them.

If children live with friendliness, they learn the world is a nice place in which to live.

Copyright © 1972 by Dorothy Law Nolte

It's not you...

2010-12-27T12:03:00.002-06:00

We have reached the 10 - 13 year-old-ish stage again where things are pretty stinky sometimes in my house.

The other night, I was laying on the bed with Kaden when Seth entered the room. I caught a whiff of "yumminess" and said, "Is it just me or does Seth stink?" Kaden promptly leans over and smells me and says, "No, mom. It isn't you!" I giggled and dad giggled.

I was REALLY relieved that I didn't stink. :-)

Resolve

2010-12-27T09:11:00.002-06:00

Ok, Ok...I know that it has been forever since I have posted. I have resolved to do better in the new year. Look for more posts to come your way.

At least then my 3 readers will be updated! :-)

Star Local News The Colony Courier-leader News Youth trek through mud, time

2010-04-15T21:29:00.000-05:00

Star Local News The Colony Courier-leader News Youth trek through mud, time

Definitions of HARD

2010-03-28T08:17:00.005-05:00

I have had some awesome experiences the past two weekends. The TREK reenactment was last weekend and last night was our YW Recognition program and broadcast from SLC.

I was struck throughout these two programs with the fact that: I can do hard things!

Hard is defined many ways. Here are a few:

Resistant to pressure; not readily penetrated,
Physically toughened; rugged,
Mentally toughened; strong-minded,
Requiring great effort or endurance,
Performed with or marked by great diligence or energy,
Difficult to resolve, accomplish, or finish,
and Difficult to understand or impart.

1. Trek was hard...harder than I ever remember as a youth.

2. Allen and I were the only Ma and Pa from our ward. This was great! But, along the way, we were not only shepherding our "children," but were worried and checking on (and worrying about) those kids (and their nonmember friends) that were from our ward.

3. I reached a whole new level of exhaustion when midnight (and mile 17) hit. When you are 14 and motivating yourself, it is hard. When you are 37 and motivating yourself and 7 others, it is even HARDER.

4. I had felt impressed early on that we would have some struggles with our family. As we met them and progressed through the first few hours, I really didn't understand this impression. When we reached the really physically hard stuff, I realized that our VERY small "children" needed us to help. We had been encouraged to let the kids do the work. However, our family would not have made it through the first day had we not pulled and pushed along with them. It was hard!

5. At the recognition program last night, it was mentioned that the YW can do hard things. The YW Recognition award is not an easy task. Trek was not an easy task.

6. I started coals for a couple of meals all by myself. I've never done that before. I think that qualifies as hard, too! :-)

7. Missionary work is hard. We have had some amazing blessings manifest in our ward the past two months regarding missionary work and our youth. We have also received some disappointing setbacks. Missionary work is hard! This I learned about 16 years ago. I am re-learning this now.

Joshua 1:9

Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.

Women can do hard things! We do them every day. I am strong and I can make a difference!

Just a sidenote...As I bold things in the text of this message, it places STRONG on either side of the word...Hmmm...Interesting, don't you think?

The only things in life that are certain are death and taxes...

2010-01-30T20:53:00.003-06:00

....and change!

We have had some exciting news the past few months.

I am now serving in Young Women as the 2nd counselor. I love it!

Allen was recently called to the Bishopric as 2nd counselor. I'm sensing a pattern here.

We were called last month as Ma and Pa for the Pioneer Trek. I am so excited about that. I am furiously reading and studying about my pioneer heritage and thoroughly enjoying it.

I have already had some impressions about some things.

It will be a growing experience for sure.

"Why should we mourn? Or think our lot is hard? 'Tis not so, all is right!"

So busy with so many things, but thankful for the Lord's blessings in my life.

Saturday is a special day...

2009-11-09T09:40:00.002-06:00

...It's the day we get ready for chaos! :-)

1 football game, 1 funeral, 2 football games, lunch with friends, shopping for "Giving Thanks" Primary activity, printing baptism programs, and chaperoning the Fall Gala dance....

Whew!

It's not a good sign to be worn out when I start the work week.

I am looking forward to an extended break coming over Thanksgiving...Yay for teacher breaks!

Awakening

2009-10-16T18:26:00.002-05:00

As many of you know (like THAT many really read this...HA!), work has been a struggle for quite some time.

My oldest son came in after football practice last night. We commenced with the usual exchange of stuff he did at school and football practice. As I was cooking dinner and a burrito mixture for the faculty breakfast I was hosting, Allen came to me and asked, "Did you have a bad day at work? Were people being mean to you?"

I promptly mumbled, "Well, a little, I guess...Why did you just ask me that?"

Allen then countered with, "It just seems like you are in a bad mood a lot when you come home from work."

WOW! Isn't that telling!

So, from that moment I decided that instead of feeling grumpy and tired, I will try to help the situation by talking to the right people about my frustrations.

Now, I know that it will not wipe out the grumpiness....and I definitely know that it won't wipe out the tiredness...But, it will help me to feel better and then be happier when I come home...

Awakening, indeed!

Fall is in the air...

2009-10-01T18:47:00.002-05:00

...It is getting ever-so-slightly cooler here in TX.

I thought that I would update my background because these are the only fall colors that I may see! :-)

School has been absolutely crazy with 3 our of 5 new administrators...

Big learning curve for them....Big adjustment curve for us...

I really need to vent more with the blog.

I get overwhelmed with having to write a major creation every time I sign in.

I need to get over that, don't I?

I am so excited for General Conference this weekend...Perspective is a good thing, don't you think?

I am currently serving the the YW presidency and as choir director....Two of my "favorite" callings. Both of them bring great blessings to my life.

That's all for now!

Wild!

2009-06-11T10:55:00.000-05:00

Seth, Kaden, and I have been walking on a trail near the lake.
I think Seth has an eye for photography.
These are his pictures with NO touch-ups!

Wow...Last Published April 26th...That's alarming!

2009-06-03T13:41:00.004-05:00

It's been awhile hasn't it?

Yep...Still at the 30 pound mark and it's OK. I am going to revitalize my diet and exercise plan next week and work toward 20 more this summer. Wish me luck!

We are nearing the end of my 5th year teaching in Texas(11th overall....Just in case anyone was wondering). I must say that I have thoroughly enjoyed the students this year! I might miss them a little bit.

There have been some things about this year that have been painful. Administration has been in a huge mess that they themselves created. It has pretty much devastated the morale on campus. So, I choose to deal with "my" children in "my" room and enjoy myself. I stay hidden in my corner of the world and do my job(better some days than others).

I'm anxious to get my AP scores back this year. I feel like I might have broken through some conceptual walls and reached some understanding myself that helped me create better lessons for the students. I guess only time will tell, right?

My oldest son has come a long way in his first year of middle school. I have worried A LOT throughout this year. Sometimes I have come to his rescue a little to help him. I did that when I felt like he had shown some serious improvement in responsibility(like a little liaison between he and his teachers).

My middle child(I know! I was a middle child, too...) has really blossomed in his 3rd grade year. I have learned that he needs to know a little about what will happen before it happens...Then he is OK. This relates to everything in his life, too. I'm glad that I figured this out so soon in his life...Makes my life and his much easier.

My youngest child is nearly reading, thanks to his preschool experience. He loves school and is a smart little guy. Nothing gets past him!

I guess when I step back and realize that I have had an EXTREMELY stressful year, I also note that my Heavenly Father has also given me immense blessings in other areas to "off-set" the pain of my work experience this year. Hmmmm, I guess He understands, doesn't He?

Graduation practice happens tomorrow and Graduation on Saturday. It will be the end of a growing year for myself and others. I'm so proud of my "little people"--those that are mine forever and those that are mine for a short time--all of them!

I'll try to do more blogging over the summer break...It really feels good to reflect for a moment.

I Have a Dream...

2009-04-26T16:31:00.002-05:00

...well not me actually. It was Kaden...

This morning as I was getting ready for church, he came into the bathroom and talked to me:

K: I wish I could go to a lighthouse!

M: A lighthouse?

K: Yeah, with Rock Obama...

M: Oh, the White House...

K: Yeah, the White House....with Rock Obama.

M: Did you dream about that last night?

K: Yep, you, Daddy, and brothers went to the White House. I wish I could go!

WHAT? Hilarious! :-)

Well, almost there

2009-04-20T14:04:00.002-05:00

My goal this week was to finally hit the 30 pound mark...

I almost made it...29.5 pounds to date.

I have made it a mission of sorts to include more protein and very little carbs. If I do have carbs, they are those filled with fiber... :-)

Wanted: Encouragement!

2009-04-06T07:52:00.002-05:00

Ok, so last week I had lost 4 pounds, but this week I am back up the four pounds!

What is wrong with my body? There are so many fluctuations in my weight...

I am a little frustrated. I can see why people generally give up on this weight loss thing...

I was hoping to make the 30 pound mark this week, but ended up back to 25... :-(

I burned (according to the machines which I know is not accurate) 1000 calories 6 times last week...

How could I have eaten 14,000 more calories than I need in order to have gained 4 pounds this week?

It doesn't make any sense!

My eating wasn't the best, but if I knew that I was going to gain 4 pounds, I probably would have really enjoyed myself... :-)

Anyway, any thoughts?

One Cool Cat

2009-04-05T09:58:00.001-05:00

Kaden had a play/musical at school.

"A Prayer Safari"

Our future performer...He did such a great job!

Better late than never!

2009-04-03T19:50:00.000-05:00

107-62 + 400 dollars

2009-03-20T20:15:00.002-05:00

Blood pressure at the dentist office...Pretty good, huh? Why do they take BP at the dentist office anyway? (Anna, you might know... :-))

Our van had an emissions issue and we have a much smoother-running van in our possession now... :-)

Spring break wasn't fabulous, but much cleaning was accomplished...

Not a great weight week, but I tend to alternate no loss and then 3 or 4 pounds the next week...That's OK, I guess...On average 1.5 - 2 pounds a week is healthy...I have a stubborn body and metabolism.

Perfect? Ummm, I think not!

2009-03-08T16:34:00.002-05:00

I had a rather lengthy discussion this afternoon in the church hallway with a new member who is struggling in life. (Aren't we all?)

As we discussed what was going on in her home and life, I related to some of her frustrations.

She promptly said, "You don't deal with those types of things do you? Everything always seems perfect! You are always perfect!"

WOW!

Not really perfect at all...I laughed and told her of some of the struggles that our family is having.

We really are more similar than she realized. Different issues, but issues nonetheless.

Then as I thought about the perfect comment this afternoon, I thought about the scripture about "Be ye, therefore perfect, as your Father in Heaven is perfect..."

Sometimes at church we talk about perfection as a process rather than a destination.

So, maybe our struggling family is perfect....the process kind... :-)

Planning for Peace

2009-03-08T16:28:00.004-05:00

I heard a great quote today by Dallin H. Oaks:

“For years it has been held that peace comes only by preparation for war; the present conflict should prove that peace comes only by preparing for peace..."

I know that this is in reference to a world conflict of war, but I feel like we are in the last days with constant conflict in our lives.

Peace will only come as I prepare for peace...

Given that Allen is out of town for three days and I have endless items on the agenda for the next couple of days, I should remember that instead of preparing for war, I should prepare for peace.

This time of year is crazy...It is this way from Spring until graduation...On the bright side, this craziness means that the end is near...(There is a double meaning in the last sentence...I noticed that as I read it again!)

3 more pounds this week = 24 total! Woo-HOOO!!

Teaching vs. Education

2009-03-05T20:27:00.002-06:00

You know, I really enjoy teaching....

It's the other stuff in education that I dislike at times...

For instance, today was another drop-in evaluation from my district high school math coordinator. I think that we are "evaluated" too much sometimes. It is disruptive and not helpful...But I digress.

Let me set the stage here. We just gave the TAKS (TX Assessment of Knowledge and Skills) then entire school day on Tuesday. I am really behind in A-day classes because we missed that entire day of instruction.

Let me also add that today is an A-day. A-days and more particularly 1st period give me stress. Today was no different. Of course, with us being behind and kids anxious in anticipation of spring break and not seeing them for a week, the class was not really good.

My evaluator stayed for 10 minutes and gave me a little bit of a harsh evaluation, in my opinion.

Anyway, this year has been so difficult for me. In fact, this year has been my most difficult of my career for multiple reasons. I have too much on my plate and the simplest of things can set me off.

Today was one of those days when many of the simplest things discouraged me.

Here's to hoping that tomorrow is better....It's gotta be.

Good Weekend

2009-02-22T10:30:00.002-06:00

I have accomplished a lot this weekend...

I'm ready for my lesson..."Joy in the Journey"

We are having "Jolly Ranchers" as we learn about joy today... :-)

2 more pounds this week, too.

The Suzanne Diet is working quite well right now...

9 weeks = 19 pounds

2009-02-16T16:45:00.002-06:00

Yay!

It seems that I go a week that is good on the scale and a week that there is no movement on the scale...So, I figure that I average about 2 pounds per week.

I'm working on planting some flowers because spring is coming...

I'm dreading a required training tomorrow...

I had a great day off today with NO children...

I am working on an Easter medley with the coolest transpose tool on LDS.org...

Allen received some names of families yesterday, so I hope to start helping with missionary work soon...

I get to teach a RS lesson next Sunday about "Joy in the Journey..."

Random as usual... :-)

Back on track!

2009-02-01T07:56:00.003-06:00

4 more pounds this week...I'm back on track as promised... :-)

Allen and I are teaching (well actually only Allen!) the Gospel Principles class this morning...

I hadn't even thought about how we should be in that class sometimes now with our calling.

I actually really enjoy the essentials class. Sometimes it is good to remember what my testimony is really based upon...the basic truths of the gospel.

Same old, same old...

2009-01-26T09:09:00.002-06:00

Same weight this week. I'm not really surprised...I wasn't very diligent last week. I will do better this week...

The two callings are what I expected...

Drum roll, please...

Choir Director and Ward Missionary!

It seems that I keep going between Primary Chorister to Choir Director and back again...

Ward Missionary is something new. The setting apart yesterday was revealing and comforting for both Allen and I.

Onward and upward (or downward on the weight! :-))

Great news...and maybe not so great news

2009-01-18T09:14:00.002-06:00

5 more pounds....The Suzanne diet is apparently working! :-)

I might be getting two callings today...We'll see...

Faith in Every Footstep...A Parable of the Gym

2009-01-11T19:59:00.003-06:00

One day a woman went to the gym and thought that she needed some spiritual inspiration.

"Why not listen to the last General Conference talks while you exercise?"

Great idea!

So, the woman gets on the treadmill and sets it as she likes it to go and begins listening and walking at the same time. (No small feat in and of itself!)

The noise outside her headphones gets louder and louder...Music, people talking, people laughing, exercise equipment running.

The woman turns her iPod up and up and up trying to focus!

It is very difficult to concentrate on the things of God when the noise is so deafening around her...

___________________________

That is so like life! We try to put good things around us when all of the noise surrounds us...

As the choir sings "Faith in Every Footstep," the woman thinks of HIS great love and continues on in faith as the noise continues around her.

2 more!

2009-01-11T19:58:00.001-06:00

2 more pounds this week...Yipee!

On my way...

2009-01-06T07:46:00.000-06:00

So, I'm down 3 pounds this week and really eating smart...I'm doing this!

New Year, New Me

2009-01-02T07:16:00.003-06:00

I guess this might sound trite...

New year resolutions often include a weight loss plan...

I am really doing it this time. I thought that I would let the whole world know (or at least those who read my blog).

It is time and I am tired of looking and feeling the way I do!

Wish me luck!

4th Annual Craft Fair and Apathy

2008-12-07T07:10:00.003-06:00

So, I am in charge of the Craft Fair at our school because it is a senior fundraiser.

(Now you might understand why I am avoiding reponsibilities at home!)

It seems that as the years go by our faculty and staff become more apathetic and more interested in "what is in it for them."

For example, as I was relaying the information on the Silent Auction baskets that each home room was to make, an administrator asks, "Why would we want to do these baskets?"

OK, in that moment, I'll be honest, I felt a little HATE. Do I want to be in charge of this whole thing? Do any of us really do too many things in our lives because we WANT to? We do things in our lives predominantly because we are fearful of some consequence or feel it our duty.

I responded with, "Well, I think that we should always try to help the school and our peers. This is a significant fundraiser for our seniors. They will be seniors one day, right?"

As the weeks have gone by and we try to get adult volunteers, I am struggling to get people to volunteer. Everyone is so "busy." Since when did our own over-scheduling become a reason for non-action?

Anyway, we have a lot of student volunteers for all time slots...That's great news! Now I have to figure out how to organize the chaos...Stay tuned!

Long Time, No Talk

2008-12-07T07:01:00.002-06:00

I was fortunate enough to take a trip to Utah for a week over Thanksgiving.

Some highlights were:

1. Feeding 200 homeless people
2. Meeting with a friend we knew from TN that now lives in Utah.
3. Dinosaur museum at Thankgsiving Point...Fabulous!
4. Really long car ride....longer than usual because we took the trip over two days (too many stops!)
5. Meeting Jack and Sarah... Beautiful!
6. Avoiding my responsibilities at home...Necessary!
7. Really good deals on Black Friday
8. Snowbird tram ride
9. Mandi's birthday party
10. Linda's "mansion"...WOW!
11. Cheeseball and egg nog (of course)
12. Good memories

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Night and Day

2008-11-12T07:17:00.001-06:00

You know, football is an interesting beast.

Allen's season was a little rough this time through. Seth's season was fabulous!

Last season, we had a completely different story for both of them.

Lessons were learned either way though.

Awesome VOICE Male CD Giveaway

2008-10-16T12:37:00.003-05:00

Hey, so my younger brother is part of an A cappella group that is awesome... I knew them when they were the "Hooligans" as part of the Institute Choir at USU.

Go to the link below and try and get a free CD!

http://bamamoma.blogspot.com/2008/10/free-voice-male-cd-multiple-winners.html

Halloween

2008-10-10T09:19:00.001-05:00

I need some ideas for costumes...Anyone?

Craziness

2008-10-08T20:23:00.002-05:00

So, how does life get so crazy?

General Conference was great. Work is difficult...Football practice is tiring.

Ok, enough of that.

All received his "Arrow of Light" a week ago. Isn't that great? I am sometimes too hard on that guy. He really is growing up to be a nice young man.

Seth is about to be a pumpkin in the 3rd grade singing program tomorrow night. Stay tuned!

Kaden is thoroughly enjoying his school. He is learning so much and I really feel that I made a great decision in enrolling him there.

My school classes are struggling...I struggle with them. :-(

I'm looking forward to a new Voice Male album...Hint, hint... :-)

This seems more like a stream of consciousness than anything else.

I am so tired. Anyone else feel that way?

My youngest is struggling with the potty training thing again....He's 4... :-(

I love the show "Life." Have you watched it?

The Primary Sacrament Meeting Presentation is in 2 1/2 weeks...

I need to write more in this blog. It's therapeutic!

Woefully Wrong

2008-09-14T19:59:00.002-05:00

Allen's bass is apparently strung backwards....and has a major defect...Really? I get it from a luthier (a stringed instrument maker) and trust that they are capable and I am woefully wrong. It is actually hilarious.

Woefully wrong instrument = funny

It only took me two weeks to get it home...Now what am I going to do? :-)

God knows...

2008-09-14T19:49:00.003-05:00

Stake Conference was fabulous today as we heard from church leaders, including Elder Russell M. Nelson.

I think my favorite talk was from a member of the Primary Presidency in the stake. She was so inspired in reminding us of the various times in the scriptures that children are reminded of what they are supposed to be doing because of a parent (or two). Alma the younger and the stripling warriors to name 2 ( or 2000 :-)).

If we think that taking our children to church every week and having FHE every so often is enough, we are kidding ourselves. That is exactly what Satan wants us to think.

President Nelson also testified that President Monson (as all the others before him) receives revelation and "it's a beautiful thing." On a recent visit to Peru, President Monson lingered longer to call up a couple members of the congregation who needed some extra encouragement. The members were a child, dying of cancer, and his mother. President Nelson reminded President Monson that time was short. President Monson proceeded. On the flight returning to SLC, President Nelson turned to President Monson and asked how he knew that those members needed to come up out of the congregation. He promptly responded, "I didn't know, but God did!"

How true that is....We have no idea what life is going to bring us, what is going to happen with our children, or anything else really, but God knows.....and might I add---UNDERSTANDS...

Good day today...Hopefully, Sunday will lead to a better week.

Broken Glasses = No Stake Conference Choir

2008-09-07T19:54:00.002-05:00

Ok, so sometimes it really isn't fun to be a mom...Allen broke the frame on his glasses. I knew that he needed them for school tomorrow, so I considered it to be like "an ox in the mire" case. So, I ran over to Walmart (I know, Mom... :-)) and hoped to quickly put his perfectly fine lenses in a new frame. Well, it seems that for the second time in 9 months, we have picked a frame that is discontinued. So, I had to go home and get Allen and bring him back to pick out a new frame.

So, I didn't go to the Special Stake Conference Choir practice today. We have Elder Russell M. Nelson next week and I thought it would be nice to sing and be up on the stand this time. Oh, well. Allen needed the glasses and I guess that I needed to be a capable mom more than I needed to sing...?

I will just have to be content to sit on the hard chairs in the back and get all that I can from the conference from there.

Frantic Frightening First Week

2008-08-30T20:54:00.002-05:00

I made it! My kids made it!

Allen made it through his first week of middle school...Only one missing paper... :-(

Seth made it through his first week of 3rd grade...He came home by himself!

Kaden made it through his first week of pre-kindergarten...He loves it and his teacher calls the children "Sweet Angels." I love that!

My calculus classes are quite small. That is what happens when your pre-calculus kids are the only ones that take calculus. It is not like we have 5 other pre-calculus classes in the building that I have a total of 5 kids from...I'm just sayin'.

My pre-calculus classes are quite large. They keep growing because they hear that I teach. The kids really want that. Imagine that!

Ward conference is tomorrow and I am playing for the choir and performing in the "Suzanne Variety Show," that is, nursery and primary chorister....It is exhausting.

I'm sure that I will get back into the swing of things.

I need to remember the words of my husband's blessing for my school year..."You are doing what you are called to do..."

More to come!

Unhealthy

2008-08-19T07:32:00.003-05:00

I love the internet....I hate the internet.

It seems that one of Allen's games has put an ugly virus on both my laptop and the home computer. We thought that we removed it, but I am still having more problems...

May have to get re-imaged. Another thing to add to my week's activities... :-(

Terrorize!

2008-08-05T12:05:00.002-05:00

Ummm, two 4-year olds were terrorizing other children at the McDonaldland playplace today...Really?

I decided after a comment from a crazy mother behind me, that I would just take the two rebels and leave. Then the rest of the kids proceeded to scream and cry in the slides...Guess it wasn't all mine after all.

People are nuts!

Football Begins in TX

2008-07-30T20:12:00.004-05:00

Allen's team is looking really good. I think the arena league really helped out bunch. Now his foot needs to heal, so that he starts hitting again. He is anxious to get into that again. Go figure!

Seth has a great coaching bunch who called him "The Bus" on the 1st day of practice. :-) True!

He has been practicing with Allen's 11-12 team and is going to do really well with his first season of tackle... He will probably play center and defensive lineman. The center position is a true leader position with this team. He will need to huddle the team up and announce that it is 1st and 10 or 2nd and 30 (I hope not!), etc. I think that "The Bus" is going to do just fine!

Amber! AGHHHH!

2008-07-30T20:07:00.002-05:00

So, you know, in TX we have thunderstorms. Shocking, I know! Amber despises thunderstorms as much as Brandon despises fireworks...(Just a little shout out to Jill! :-))

She bolted again this evening. At least I found her before someone called the dog catcher AGAIN!

Anyway, I hoped all the way home that Amber hadn't gotten out. I asked Seth and Kaden to say a quick prayer to ask if Amber could maybe be there when we got home.

Kaden: "Heavenly Father, find Amber. Amen."
Seth: "Heavenly Father, thank you for this day. Please help us find Amber..."

We got home and I found her across the street. Seth in his infinite wisdom says, "My prayer worked!" Well, Seth it sure did! :-)

Seth's Day and some other stuff

2008-07-22T09:19:00.005-05:00

Mom and Seth on his big day!
Grandma and Seth before his baptism
A little more water time after a baptism morning...in a salt water pool!
Our ward building

Some fun time with Grandma!
Grandma eating a hot dog? A miracle!
Dad tying a tie on baptism morning...
Combing his hair?
Seth's paternal grandparents

July 4th parade...Shade needed!

Loose Cleats = broken foot?

2008-07-20T22:01:00.002-05:00

Allen has a broken bone in his foot...

We only waited a week before I decided it really wasn't just a bruise!

The big black boot is so fashionable...

Finding an Ortho is lots of fun!

Allen never lacing and tying his cleats tightly is the culprit, I fear...

Allen is proud of his 1st broken bone.

Dad Allen says that with all his activity in sports and no broken bone makes Allen's break ridiculous.

Allen replies with, "You didn't play football!"

And there you have it! That about says it all!

Inspiration reminder...

2008-07-20T21:54:00.002-05:00

I really need a reminder sometimes how inspired my husband can be. He called me on Friday afternoon and asked me if we should call some friends and take their boys with us to a local water park for the evening. I thought it was fine and he did call. It was the right thing to do at the right moment and I was reminded again to listen to the spirit via my hubby.

Time #2: I led the music in Sacrament Meeting this morning filling in for someone...There was supposed to be a special musical number and I had returned to my seat after the sacrament for the remainder of the meeting. The Bishop sent a message down to me to pick a rest hymn because the musical number wasn't happening... :-) So, I opened up the hymn book and my husband says, "What about 219?" PERFECT! I had something else in mind and decided to go with his suggestion. The topics for the talks were in perfect harmony with this song. A member of the bishopric turned to me after the rest hymn and told me that it was a perfect choice. I couldn't have agreed more...

Sometimes I take for granted the promptings that others may receive... I am thankful today for the reminder to listen to others who LISTEN... :-)

Fatigued?

2008-07-12T14:18:00.003-05:00

OK, two weeks of company, (no matter how much I love them all) is tiring... :-)

Seth is baptized and that is what matters! It was a great event and I am hoping to get some pictures up soon.

At least....

2008-07-01T10:53:00.001-05:00

Hey, I just heard from one of my AP kids...5! Yeah! Now I just sit and wait for the rest of the scores...

I hope that improvement shows.... :-)

Let's have an update...with pictures!

2008-06-23T19:58:00.009-05:00

So, here are a few pics from Allen's football games at the American Airlines Center, Seth's birthday and flag football, and more!

Sorry about the randomness of the pictures...I'll figure this out eventually!

Quiche and Muffins and Asparagus...Oh My!

2008-06-15T17:44:00.002-05:00

Two big events down...3 to go!

Last evening was spent cooking...Quiche and blueberry muffins for breakfast, Chicken Cordon Blue, cheesy mashed potatoes, asparagus, and salad with balsamic dressing, German chocolate cake for the birthday boy...

I am exhausted...

Now I'm working on a Pikachu cake for Seth's birthday tomorrow....Good times!

Maybe I'll remember to post some pictures tomorrow...

You know, when someone comes up to me at church and asks, "Are you OK?" that I am exhausted! I just laughed and said that I have a three word explanation....Primary Singing Time!

Long time, no talk...

2008-06-14T20:50:00.002-05:00

Umm, aren't I supposed to have more time now that school ended?

NOPE!

Cub camp happened this week. I was there 4 out of 5 days. Cub camp brings glitter, glue, paint, sun, sport, cooking hot dogs in a milk carton, nachos on the fire, and on and on.

Good times!

So, now I am embarking on on the week that hurts the bank account...I'm not too sure that I thought all these dates through completely...

Father's Day and Allen's birthday, Seth's birthday, anniversary, and Allen's (little) birthday...

Onward and upward! :-)

Beginnings

2008-06-02T13:32:00.003-05:00

A memorial service may seem like a strange place to think of beginning something. However, with my Saturday of memorial service and baptism, I had much time for thought.

The pastor gave a wonderful "speech" about the life of the lady we were there to honor. In the process, I felt touched by many things.

I learned that even if we aren't educators, "readiness" means something. We have to be ready to learn something in order that the learning be gained. So, in every stage of life, we must be ready to move on in our development. That certainly applies to moving on to another life, right?

I really appreciated how much my Principal loved his wife. It was touching...

The baptism that I attended brought the re-birth idea full circle for me this weekend. The young man is part of Allen's primary class. It was really a sweet experience.

I thought I would have more to say, but tests and projects are calling my name...Must grade!

Death and Endings

2008-05-31T10:41:00.002-05:00

I am attending a memorial service for my Principal's wife this afternoon. She has struggled with arthritis and most recently, a brain tumor. It was quite unexpected...

As the school year comes to a close, I find myself comparing death and the end of the school year. I feel like I am in mourning for some time after each school year. This bunch of calculus 2nd year kids have had me for their entire high school career. Scary and comforting all at once. We really are like family with me as the math mom and the students as brothers and sisters...

I am just quite contemplative this weekend. Maybe I'll post tomorrow when I can form some more coherent thoughts.

A new day

2008-05-23T07:50:00.002-05:00

I don't have school today...I am going to dig in and attempt to clean some of my house. It really is out of control....!

Yesterday, the seniors had their annual breakfast. The senior officers came up to me right as I arrived and told me that they had bought something for Jon, who is going into the Marines on Tuesday. That means that he will not participate in graduation. His best friend, Daniel, came up and talked about him and their years together. Then, the officers presented their gift card and a gown and hat...NICE! I couldn't help but tear up...Fabulous kids!

The day continued as usual but went long into the afternoon with setup for the annual Academy Awards for seniors. As the program proceeded, I was so proud of my students. One, in particular, received a scholarship for 32,000 dollars! That will cover 4 years of tuition and books! Isn't that great? He had no idea and it was fun to see him and his excitement as he received the award.

On another note, I gave an assignment to my calculus kiddos where they were to write a letter to a teacher at the school that has made a positive difference in their lives. I told them that I preferred that they not write it to me, but they don't listen! :-) The letters from my Calculus BC class were particularly touching. I have been their math teacher for the entire 4 years of high school. I feel like they are my kids...They do call me their "math mom!"

Anyway, I'm feeling a little nostalgic and tender at the end of this school year. I am really a lucky lady!

Kaden + Park Merry-Go-Round = Disaster

2008-05-12T10:47:00.002-05:00

I told all of you to watch me have a good day in spite of the morning happenings...

I wasn't there, but I heard the account when Kaden arrived home with a large goose egg on the back of his head and a bloody lip... :-(

So, Kaden decides that he wants to get off of the moving MGR(Merry-go-round) and I think that it must have hit him in the back of the head...Then he was so dizzy that he ran into a man's leg and bloodied his lips...

He whined most the night...Thus, not much sleep for me...

He told me this morning that his head hurt when he runs...Umm, don't run! Then he said that it hurts when he walks...Umm, take it easy! Then he sneezed and hurt his head! Poor kid...

Ahhh, the joy of motherhood! :-)

Very Interesting...

2008-05-11T12:25:00.002-05:00

So, I woke up this morning with the intention that I was going to enjoy this Mother's Day.

Now, some other being really doesn't want that to happen.

Kaden was grumpy, Seth didn't have a clean shirt, Kaden spills his cereal all over the bar area, Allen has a rash on his face, I quickly wash Seth's church shirt and promptly put it in the dryer, I take Allen into our bathroom and wash his face, I run back to finish my cereal because I am starving, I get cereal for Seth and Allen, I check on the (slow) drying white shirt, I give Allen some Benedryl, I rush to finish my makeup, I check on the (incredibly slow) drying white shirt, I scrub potatoes as Allen marinates salmon, I attempt to do my hair, I rush on to church with Allen, I lead the music in Sacrament Meeting, the Primary makes a weak attempt at singing to their mothers, I recall that we haven't met in two weeks because of the new stake organization, I then know why nobody knows the songs, oh well, I go to Primary and attempt to have singing time....etc...

I'm still going to have a good day! Watch me! :-)

Return...

2008-05-07T19:16:00.002-05:00

I may just be able to regain control of my house again...

I may be able to sleep again...

I may be able to get back to the gym every morning again...

I may feel in control again...

I may have been a hit with my burrito mixture... :-)

I may have better AP scores this year...

I will not know until July...

Middle School Orientation + Breakfast Burritos

2008-05-06T21:30:00.002-05:00

So, I just returned from an evening at the local middle school that Allen will be attending next year! Can you believe it? Can I believe it is really the question!

Allen signed up to play the BASS, yes bass, in the orchestra...Interesting choice, but the orchestra is really good... He did have to pick the most expensive rental!

On to the topic of breakfast burritos. The AP exam is in the morning and I make my semi-famous breakfast burrito mix....YUM! 70 students bring all the rest and we have a pretty great breakfast in the morning.

I am looking forward to getting back to the normal(whatever that means) me that isn't quite as stressed...Hmmm, maybe about 12:30 I will return...

Stay tuned!

I stand corrected...

2008-05-04T15:09:00.002-05:00

So, from the title you may think that I was wrong about the changes....

Nope, I was right about the changes on pretty much all fronts. Here's the scoop...

We gathered as the Carrollton, Lewisville, and Denton stakes. We re-aligned some of these stake boundaries and created the Frisco stake.

The part that I wasn't expecting is that we were put in the Frisco stake...

Why the title?

In the last post, I talked about being around when there is a lot of change going on. I really felt today that being around when change goes on is not about me....Instead, I feel that it is for me to witness the church and the growth that is occurring wherever I am...

We were made into the 2800th stake this morning and I am really happy to be part of it.

Some changes are in the mix...

2008-05-03T21:02:00.003-05:00

So, we are going to a tri-stake conference in the morning. I happen to think that we are forming a new stake and reorganizing some of the current wards. This could potentially change a lot of things or not very much.

I am a little anxious about the changes. I have become very comfortable with my current church surroundings...(except for the Primary Chorister part! :-))

Times like these make me remember that I had 7 areas in 18 months of my mission and both wards in TX so far have been realigned...Now what does that say about change and me...hmmmm, not sure!

Stay tuned! I'll update you tomorrow!

TAKS = TORTURE

2008-04-28T19:02:00.001-05:00

I really like algebra...Can you tell? :-)

Texas Assessment of Knowledge and Skills? This week is the big week. Texas decided to take all my AP kids away from me the week before my exam...I am a bit panicky about that!

Usually, I have a week between the TAKS mess and my mess...Not this year!

Primary = Disaster

2008-04-28T19:00:00.001-05:00

I am really glad that we have a week "off" with stake conference this coming week.

This previous Sunday brought to my remembrance why I didn't want this calling....AGAIN! :-(

Maybe it was the fast Sunday or the weather wackiness...

I have something fun for Mother's Day, though.

Sometimes Football = Unfair

2008-04-28T18:55:00.003-05:00

So, Seth has been playing with the local league on a flag football team. Overall, it has not been a good experience for me. Now, I realize that it isn't about me, but since we are done, I want to whine a bit... :-)

There are two teams called the same name- one white(even though we are gold) and one blue. Now the coaches have TOTALLY stacked the blue team and left the white/gold to sort of fend for themselves. With the various teams that we have been with, I have never had quite the group of parents that are with this bunch. What I mean is, I do not like any of them! I cannot stand the way they cuss with many children around...I do not like the way they parent and on and on...

Case in point, we watched Seth NOT play to his potential because nobody will take him aside and teach him in the moment...He isn't the coaches son and it is offensive!

There....I feel better now!

Reason or Season

2008-04-25T12:01:00.003-05:00

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.\

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.

Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it, it is real, but only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
________________

I know that this has been true of my friends in Texas...

I consider it a blessing to know that they were sent to me for a reason.

I will go, I will do!

2008-04-21T10:08:00.001-05:00

Check this out....A nice reminder of how important we are in the service of the Lord...

http://users.deseretonline.com/time-out/devotional?dev_id=1442

2008-04-16T11:59:00.004-05:00

You cannot tell really...But, you can kindof see the outline and the swelling... :-(

2008-04-16T09:34:00.001-05:00

coiling = boiling.... :-)

Chaos is not that glorious!

2008-04-16T09:29:00.002-05:00

Tuesdays are really bad...really, really bad...For some crazy reason, I signed up to have the missionaries over in the middle of two football practices and a pack meeting!

So, I'm rushing to finish the dinner and boiling gravy...Umm, for another crazy reason, I think that it is a good idea to put cutting boards against the wall behind the stove top. Duh! Cutting board falls onto coiling pan and boiling liquid drapes itself across my arm...BURN!!!

So, now in pain and feeling really stupid...

:-(

Surely today will be better, right?

A few insights

2008-04-14T19:09:00.002-05:00

Isn't it amazing the moment that you are set apart how things come to your mind like wild fire? I love that! I have some great ideas for the "little people" of our ward and I am excited to see how they go.

I am having a hard time believing that I am going to have to go at the rate I am going for 3 more weeks until the AP exam...Will I be able to do it? I am so exhausted!

A reprimand in love

2008-04-13T14:01:00.002-05:00

Ok, so if you don't know yet, I have been called to be Primary Chorister.....again. I have been with music in Primary for 1/2 of my married life. Since I was released from the Relief Society presidency, I have known that I would be going into Primary. Somehow, though, I wanted to believe that it was something else. As the brother from the Bishopric came and went on Wednesday evening, I cried. I told him how I was overwhelmed and wasn't quite sure that I could do this right now...For me, Primary Chorister is labor-intensive...

I read a couple of articles in the Church News that came recently. I am certain that I was supposed to read those articles. In addition, my mother forwarded an email telling an unbelievable story of Elder Eyring and his faith in God. He testified how angels would be there to sustain in the service of the Lord. President Monson essentially said the same thing..."Serve where you are called..." Don't worry about where you have served or where you will serve. I think that is what I am to learn with this one...

The moment that the call was issued, I flashed back to a very dark time in my mission. My mission president called me in to "break the news" to me that I was to serve with an 83 year old single sister...When he cried and shared how difficult it might be, I just knew that I was supposed to do it anyway. It was indeed the hardest two months of my life (to that point). It was all about faith...That is what this "new" (not really) calling is, too...It's all about faith...Angels will be all around me to bear me up.

Hmmm....Is that all that I am to learn? That means I'm done right? I never stay in a calling long! :-)

Marathon

2008-04-08T09:08:00.001-05:00

A marathon, not in the traditional sense, but a marathon nonetheless...

I have entered the month before the AP exam. I have done things a little differently this year. I figured that after 10 years of teaching calculus that I switch things up a bit.

So, I barreled through the curriculum and have had significant time to review. I am also doing "tutor boosts" where kids can come and get intense study sessions on specific topics.

I am hoping that my scores will show a significant increase this year. I guess this year, though, that I will have done ALL that I can do...

May 7th...Wish me luck! :-)

Seth + Practice = Slow Morning

2008-04-02T09:00:00.002-05:00

We can always tell when Seth has football practice. He is SO slow in getting up and groggy... :-)

20 minutes?

2008-04-02T08:52:00.002-05:00

So, my workout buddy has a coach for a husband...He is the one that wrote up our workout plan and consequently changed the interval training to M-W-F for 20 minutes...

The first morning of 20 minutes was this morning! :-( Now, if we were just doing that maybe I wouldn't die...But, we had calf raises seated and standing and stomach, too...

Really, when is the time when I see the results on the scale?

Release?

2008-03-30T14:41:00.002-05:00

So I was released from my calling as Enrichment counselor today. There is a mixture of feelings in me about this.

In the beginning, I was terrified...Now, I look back and realize that this was a great calling and I thoroughly enjoyed the service...

I have friendships that weren't there before.

My Bishop said that my "rest" won't last long...I am "too much in demand." (I don't know about that!)

SUV Choir...

2008-03-30T14:39:00.001-05:00

Saints United Voices directed by Gladys Knight....I just went to this show last night in Dallas. It was amazing!

There was a mixture of traditional LDS hymns like "I am a Child of God" and others like "Amazing Grace" and "Jesus Loves Me." Testimonies were born in music and word.

I was particularly touched by Sister Knight's husband's testimony. He talked of his conversion and how he came to join the church. He didn't let his wife know that he was going to be baptized until the night before.

I heard that they received 800 referrals last night from the performances.

I greatly appreciated the use of traditional southern gospel hymns and the "new" arrangements of LDS hymns.

If you have a chance to see this group, you should. It is a wonderful spirit-filled performance.

I came away hoping that I remember the feelings that I had.

Maybe more later...

Some thoughts

2008-03-24T13:49:00.003-05:00

I am back at work and the boys are not in school yet... :-( They are at the local YMCA with a friend from church. I am so thankful for kind friends...

My mom came for a few days and it was fabulous...We didn't do anything really exciting, but it was good to have some time with her. It was fun for the boys to have her here for Easter.

Allen got a basket full of pink camouflage eggs and pink pig marshmallow things... Ewwwww!....

I was back on the treadmill this morning with interval training and weights... I hope that I can see some results soon. I know that my eating is bad, though. :-(

More later...

Good to remember

2008-03-24T13:46:00.001-05:00

"Sometimes as parents we feel we have failed when our children make mistakes or stray. Parents are never failures when they do their best to love, teach, pray, and care for their children. Their faith, prayers, and efforts will be consecrated to the good of their children. . . . No family has reached perfection. All families are subject to the conditions of mortality. All of us are given the gift of agency--to choose for ourselves and to learn from the consequences of our choices."

Robert D. Hales, "With All the Feelings of a Tender Parent," Ensign, May 2004, 88

My kingdom for a crystal ball?

2008-03-14T10:21:00.002-05:00

You know, I am so frustrated right now with my 10-year old child. We have received another note from his teacher regarding his behavior...What is going to happen with him in the coming years? Have I just failed as a mother in all aspects with him? What do I do that I haven't done already to fix his behavior?

Of course, it isn't helping that his teacher is inconsistent...But, I can only fix that which is my problem. He tried out for the school's mini-version of HSM and made it as a basketball player. He is now on probation and cannot do any extra activities until he proves that he can do his work and change his behavior for the better...No matter how I speak to him, I feel that nothing really sinks in...Maybe the probation will help? What am I supposed to learn from this besides restraint!?!?!?

AGHHHH!

Life in a Kleenex box

2008-03-12T13:22:00.002-05:00

Seth has a project with school...They are re-creating The Colony with Kleenex boxes...Now you and I both know that there are many-a-parent out there that are doing the project for their 2nd grader. I am looking at Seth's version of the local State Farm building and realizing that everyone will know that he did the work... :-)

I should post a pic...I'll do that soon...

100 things...really?

2008-03-10T09:22:00.006-05:00

1- I am not sure that I can really sit still long enough to do this, but I'm going to try!
2- I think I am going to be released soon from the Relief Society Enrichment Counselor position...
3- How do I know that, you ask?
4- I never stay in a calling for long...
5- It has been that way since my mission. ..6 areas in 18 months...One of them for 6 months!
6- Back to "How do I know that?"
7- Because I am in a bit of a creative funk and I cannot think of things for the June Enrichment meeting.
8- Oh, and uh the Relief Society President let it slip...
9- Now, what?
10- I am grateful for a husband that loves me when I am a pain!
11- I am loving Kaden at the ripe old age of almost four.
12- Allen will be trying out for the elementary school version of "High School Musical."
13- I prefer the HSM1 over the second. Does anyone else agree?
14- I really love the ward we are in.
15- I am certain that we were led there...
16- My mom is the best!
17- I really miss my grandparents sometimes...
18- Seth is playing flag football this season. We'll see how that goes.
19- I have had a frustrating year with Allen's fifth grade teacher.
20- I think she needs to retire. :-(
21- I am at 21!
22- I am proud that I am sitting still this long and maintaining a stream of consciousness.
23- I cannot stand having dirty bathrooms or kitchen...
24- Sometimes #23 frustrates me to no end!
25- I teach Calculus.
26- I love my teaching assignment right now...
27- I love Cheesecake Factory...
28- I went there on Friday...
29- I had to run ALOT on the treadmill on Saturday! :-)
30- #29 happened because of #28.
31- I like to go to the gym.
32- I get up at 5:15 to go to the gym.
33- I do 45 minutes of cardio every morning.
34- Most the time, my workout involves weight training, too.
35- I wish that the scale verified #'s 31-34 a little better.
36- I am really trying to be a better visiting teacher...
37- I am thankful for my mission every day.
38- I love the temple.
39- I like that I married someone who calms me...(most of the time! :-))
40- When he isn't calming me down, he is teasing me...I am thankful for that, too.
41- I feel jealous that Jill loves FHE.
42- Sometimes I feel stress when we have FHE...
43- I enjoy reading others' blogs...
44- It's kind of like therapy.
45- I love studying the Book of Mormon.
46- I really love Texas.
47- I sometimes miss Tennessee...Weird, huh?
48- I love Tennessee football and basketball...Go VOLS!
49- I love Sonic's diet coke with lime and their yummy ice...
50- I am fairly low maintenance.
51- I think that I may have another child...
52- Not sure when that will be.
53- I am enjoying the fact that my children can feed, clothe, and maintain their own basic needs.
54- That is why #52 is in this list...
55- Hey, I'm more than halfway done!
56- I can do math, just not arithmetic!
57- I just finished "Twilight."
58- I need to borrow the other two from my friend.
59- Why are those books so addictive?
60- Maybe it's the easy read...I cannot sit still and think for very long...
61- Do I have adult ADD?
62- I don't like labels...
63- I do enjoy those food labels, though... :-)
64- Am I random?
65- Probably...
66- 2/3 done and still going...
67- I love the Primary Songbook music..
68- I am accompanist for the Easter musical numbers in church.
69- I am slightly intimidated by the director.
70- He plays beautifully on the piano and organ...
71- He isn't snotty or anything...Just my insecurities...
72- Are we there yet?
73- I am going to Horton Hears a Who on Saturday...
74- We will celebrate Kaden't 4th birthday.
75- Why am I so excited about seeing that movie?
76- Not sure...
77- I wish that I had more time to read...
78- I enjoy cooking.
79- I love salmon...
80- Spring Break is next week...
81- Easter is so early this year...
82- I chipped in for a new washing machine for a sister in the ward...
83- I love to do that!
84- Allen is helping one of his families with a new toilet.
85- I am so glad that he can fix things...
86- I think that ability comes from his dad.
87- I know that I am loved...
88- My students like to come to my room...just because...
89- I hate the TAKS test...
90- What is the TAKS test, you say? Ummm, standardized nonsense.
91- I have taught for ten years...
92- I got married after dating essentially two weeks...
93- I used to make fun of people who "knew" that they were supposed to marry someone.
94- I am 35...I never could have imagined what I would be doing at 35.
96- I am still learning BC Calculus...
97- That may concern people...
98- However, I am always learning and re-learning stuff in order that I understand concepts better.
99- I love popcorn and cherry coke zero on Sunday night.
100- Yay, I did it!

Teaching and Motherhood

2008-03-03T13:55:00.002-06:00

So, as the years go by, I realize that teaching teenagers and raising little boys are essentially the same activity...

I was talking to my friend the other day. She teaches elementary school. She mentioned that she didn't see how I could teach a room full of teenagers all day. I said the same thing right back to her except for the teenager part. Me and 20 little people is a scary concept! :-)

Of course, I call them all my little people anyway...even though they are teenagers!

One of my friends here at work told me that a student mentioned to her that I had changed her life and that I am SO patient with her. I thought this was humorous because I was particularly annoyed that day...

I do think that motherhood has helped me be a better teacher and vice versa. Now, by no means am I bragging here, but I do notice a correlation...

Just a few thoughts today....

Seth + Baptism

2008-02-19T09:07:00.003-06:00

We went to a meeting with the baptism coordinator to talk about what we are supposed to do for Seth's upcoming baptism. Nothing was new for Allen and I, but I could tell that Seth started to get excited for his "big day."

I can hardly believe that he will be baptized this summer and Allen will be an 11-year old scout. How does that happen?

positive results...

2008-02-19T09:05:00.002-06:00

Ok, so for the first time in I don't know how long I ran a half mile for warm up! :-) I think that the interval training is really building up my endurance...

Right now I am running a mile and a half and walking a mile and a half with incline. That's great, I think. Now if I can start seeing a little more difference on the scale, I will be overjoyed.

Cookies, anyone?

2008-02-15T10:32:00.002-06:00

Ok, so Relief Society via the stake is supporting a cookie-making effort for prisoners in our region.

I am not sure how I feel about the effort.

I am making several dozen in support of the cause eventhough I feel a bit torn.

Someone in the ward (male, of course) asked if we were bringing cookies to the victims of prisoners serving time in prison...Hmm...Good question!

I have had some time for refection and I really feel as King Benjamin did...When we are in the service of our fellow beings (in whatever capacity and any station) we are only in the service of our God.

I am thankful for the opportunity to reflect on my feelings about giving when I am not sure what they are using the money for....and giving cookies to prisoners that I have no idea the crime...

Life as a high school teacher

2008-02-13T08:54:00.001-06:00

Sometimes life is interesting...Sometimes life is stressful...Sometimes life is sad...Sometimes life is good...

I am just grateful that I have the students that I have. We struggle every day with everything.

I know that they want to learn...I know that they can learn...

Terrific Tips

2008-02-07T14:24:00.000-06:00

1.) Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate antidepressant.
2.) Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.
3.) Buy a Tivo (DVR), tape your late night shows and get more sleep.
4.) When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is to________ today.'
5.) Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
6.) Watch more movies, play more games and read more books than you did last year.
7.) Always pray and make time to exercise.
8.) Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of Six.
9.) Dream more while you are awake.
10.) Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less foods that are manufactured in plants.
11.) Drink plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.
12.) Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13.) Clear your clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new and flowing energy into your life.
14.) Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead, invest your energy in the positive present moment.
15.) Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class ... but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
16.) Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.
17.) Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
18.) Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
19.) Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
20.) Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21.) You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22.) Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
23.) Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
24.) Ladies - Go on and burn those 'special' scented candles, use the 600 thread count sheets, the good china now. Stop waiting for a special occasion. Every day is special.
25.) No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26.) Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?' AMEN!
27.) Forgive.
28.) What other people think of you is none of your business.
29.) Time heals almost everything. Give time, time!
30.) However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
31.) Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch with them.
32.) Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
33.) Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need. God provides remember?!
34.) No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35.) Do the right thing!
36.) Call your family often.
37.) Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: 'I am thankful for __________.' Today I accomplished _________.
38.) Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.
39.) Enjoy the ride. Remember that this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.

Isn't this great?

Ummmm....

2008-02-04T12:27:00.001-06:00

6000 dollars? Seriously?

:-)

:-(

2008-02-04T08:50:00.001-06:00

Dr. Seuss... :-( Spelling issues...

Suzanne Blew Up The VAN...

2008-02-04T08:35:00.000-06:00

(My version of a Dr. Suess-ish rhyme...)

On Saturday, I blew up the van...
Everyone in the seats formed quite the clan...

Nervous and frantic down highway 35
Hoping that we would make it off the road alive!

Smoke billowing, steam rising
Children squealing, me nearly crying...

Ignored the Holy Ghost and its knudge
To return and get my cell phone before I budge

So, now I'm on the side of the road
with screaming, worried children and a heavy load.

Thankfully, someone lent me a phone
and I called Allen, left a message, still alone...

Called 411 and an answer was hoped for
Described the situation and pleaded some mercy for

Ok, so I cannot rhyme anymore....

We think it is the engine.... :-( Not quite in the budget this week...

"Things will work out" Thank you, President HInckley!!!

follow up on intervals

2008-02-01T08:54:00.000-06:00

So, in two weeks I have lost 3 1/2 pounds....That's good, right? I think the interval training may be boosting my metabolism that is semi-stagnant...